He's Just Not That Into You

I just finished watching that movie. I kinda late to ever watch such a great movie. If I ever watch this earlier, I might not did the mistakes that I had done. You know, guy and stuff. But never mind. Mistakes were done and in return we will get the lesson right?

Here, are some quotes from the movie that i find interesting.

It's true and this apply to both man and woman. There nothing can keep someone by our side unless he or she decide so. It wouldn't happen without love :)

Damn trueeeee!!!

I'm totally into this movie. Last but not least, Bradley Cooper, I am so in love with you. What make you so hot? I'm going crazeyyy!!

Choose your month of birth

I happened to found this. Some of the things stated might be true but some might not. Anyway, it just for fun. Just take it easy no? Mine is amethyst. No wonder I love purple so badly. And what it says about me is so trueeee. Well, mostly. WHAT??? I am a thug? Don't worry, it is in a good way, I guess? (;

Choose yours :)

JANUARY=CHATTER
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to cont...rol emotions. Unpredictable.
Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them ALL.

FEBRUARY =THUG
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever.
Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.A real speed demon. Has more than one best friend. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH=GORGEOUS
Drop dead gorgeous!!! Attractive personality. Affectionate&Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Chatterbox! Loves to talk alot! Loves to get their way! . Unbelievable kisser! Easily angered. Very stubborn in the most way possible! Loves to get noticed! Willing to take risks for others. Makes good choices. Has a great fashion sense! Maybe a little too popular with others . Outgoing and crazy at times! Intelligent. Can sometimes be a heart-breaker! Can love as much as possible! Hates insults. Loves compliments! and quiet the charmer. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. The best in bed out of the other 11 months!! Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others.likes to keep they're crushes
kinda secret. pretty much flawless.

APRIL=ADORABLE
Suave and compromising.. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive.. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and traveling. Systematic..

MAY=LOVER
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand.

JUNE =FINENESS
Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very popular. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes-rep pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

JULY=GANGSTA
You’ve got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have a very attractive partner, a wicked hottie. Like somebody with a JUNE birthday. It is also more likely than that you have a massive record collection. When it comes to films, you know how to pick them and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you’ve got the looks for it!!!

AUGUST=ATTITUDE
outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. self control. kind hearted. Self confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an “every thing’s peachy” attitude. likes talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved. hates studying. in need of “that someone”. longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by “no pain no gain” caring. always a suspect. playful. mysterious. “charming” or “beautiful” to everyone. stubborn. curious.. independent. strong willed. a fighter.

SEPTEMBER=IMP
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Great in bed. Inner and physical beauty. Doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. A meaningful love life partner. Makes right choices. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Does not harm others. It is all about love and fairness. Easily hurt and hard to recover. Daydreamer and does fulfill. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Knows what to do, to have fun. Unpredictable. Someone to have close to you. Extremely smart, but definitely the most adorable of them all.

OCTOBER=PASSION ATE
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at Times. Knows how to have fun. Very mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very
social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.

NOVEMBER=SWEETI E
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck.. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children. Hardworking. High spirited.

DECEMBER=BEAUTY
This straight-up means ur the most good-looking Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Loves freedom. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children. Hardworking. High
spirited.

Unfair

Why this day, all that matter is money? 

Why this day, rich people getting richer but poor people getting poorer?

Why everything been so easy to whom with money?

The world could turn upside down the the power of money.

Everyone is struggling to earn more money. 

Some of them willing to cheat.

Some work hard for money,whatever it takes to get Allah blessing.

I do not know where this world would bring me to.

All I wanted is whatever I will do in the future, always with Allah blessing :)

Beautiful. Yes, that us!

My mama told me when I was young
We are all born superstars
She rolled my hair and put my lipstick on
In the glass of her boudoir

There's nothin' wrong with lovin' who you are
She said, 'cause He made you perfect, babe
So hold your head up, girl and you you'll go far
Listen to me when I say

I'm beautiful in my way
'Cause God makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way

Don't hide yourself in regret
Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way, born this way

I know this song brought a lot of controversies, but, let's take it in the positive way. Sometimes, song make you realize many things that you ever regret in your life. We were born with different faces, fates and the way of life. But, you must remember one thing, we were born perfectly! It doesn't matter if you feel that you are ugly, fat and poor. There are reasons why you were born that way. Allah made no mistakes. Allah knows what the best for us.  People with pretty faces, not all of them ended well. Not all having a good fate, marrying wealth guy or get what they want. All of our fates have been written. Hey, even though you are not that pretty, someday, someone may see it differently. Someone that will take you away and make you his or her soul mate. Just wait :)

Sensitive, Fragile, Grateful

The thing that I can't bear with myself is, every time I watch or see something touchy, I will definitely cry. I can't even watch "Bersamamu". I will end up crying. Somehow, from that show, I learnt that there are a lot of people out there who are fighting to feed them self, their family, to get education and get what normal people deserve. They live in a small house, sometimes it is not really a house. When its raining, the sleep uncomfortably, when everyone getting new clothes for Hari Raya, all they can do is watching, waiting for someone to come and give them some help. Hey, rich folks out there, what are you doing? Don't you have the heart to help? What are millions money for? More you give, even more you get in return. Please, help them. You won't lose anything. In fact, you'll blessed. Nahh. There is nothing I can do if they them self start take an action. All I can do is helping with something that I can despite of just watching and put the blame on other.  

Well, I should be grateful what I owned today. I shall throw away all of the enviousness that I have when other people own something more than me. They just lucky and it is not more than a test :)

She's cute right? :)

"We are never realize how important is something to us until we lost it"

You Know My Name, Not My Story

My parents gave me almost everything that I wanted. Nahhh. You must be thinking that I am a spoiled child right? Okay. I admit it, but not too much.

Let me tell you the story when I was a kid. I am not from a wealthy family. I can't barely get the toys that other kids own back then. What I ever owned were 2 teddy bears and one bicycle that i need to share with my brother. My family's income by that time is too low. I live in a rented house. My family didn't owned a car. Some of the relatives look down on us. They came when they need help and then went away when they get what they wanted. I knew nothing. For me, everything just fine. As I get older, I understand more. I am even matured than my age. They even tried split up my parents and unfortunately they did. My parents having very big fight back then. But, Alhamdulillah, they got back together. I swear they will pay for what they did. 

And now, Alhamdulillah, our lives get better.  My parents try to give everything that I wanted. Maybe that is the way they reward me for what we've been through back then. But, I always failed to fulfil what I as a child should give to my parents. I failed to further my study abroad when I was given the chance. I woke up from that failure and start anew. I am too afraid to fail again. But then, it happened. I worked so hard on my last final exam, but I failed again. I was never been too disappointed just like I felt when the second failure came. I was too fragile. I cried when that thing came in my mind. And again, I get up and work harder. It pays. I passed! Now, what I know is to finish my degree and discover my future. I wonder what my future would be. Will I ended up to be an engineer just like I dream for? I hold to this one hope that everything that happened, who will I married to, what will I be are already written. i just need to work harder and wait for it to become reality. Yes, the failure that make me stronger. Make me realize that only the chosen one will be tested hard. I feel lucky despite all the ugly feelings that I felt before. Okay, enough with this. 

Always have faith for what have been stated for you.  Allah always know what is the best for you :)

Attention seeker.

Eww. It is annoying! 

It is okay to update your facebook status and talk about love or something. I don't care. But, what I care is when the status is purposely to draw attention. For example

"Say no to couple" 

And then after an hour, follow with 

"I love being single"

Seriously? Dude, it annoying! Inside your heart, what you wanted to express is, "please someone, make me your lover, I am desperate. Yeah. That is the real meaning. Grow up please! 

Then, here come someone with a lover. When they are fighting, they update status about how bad their couple been. Change their relationship status to single.And after a minute, they posted, "I Love You Darling, you are everything to me. Bla bla bla. Then change the relationship status again.WHAT? Please, keep it to yourself! Don't you feel ashamed of yourself? Bragging about stuff like that? Hey, you annoys me. 

You might say that I am jealous, but I am totally not. It is okay if you want to share something to your friend about your lover, or you want to be romantic to each other, but when it comes to every status that you updated is about something like that, oh, go to hell! Go post to your lover's wall, not your status. It is ewww! You get me?

Annoyed!