Beautiful. Yes, that us!

My mama told me when I was young
We are all born superstars
She rolled my hair and put my lipstick on
In the glass of her boudoir

There's nothin' wrong with lovin' who you are
She said, 'cause He made you perfect, babe
So hold your head up, girl and you you'll go far
Listen to me when I say

I'm beautiful in my way
'Cause God makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way

Don't hide yourself in regret
Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way, born this way

I know this song brought a lot of controversies, but, let's take it in the positive way. Sometimes, song make you realize many things that you ever regret in your life. We were born with different faces, fates and the way of life. But, you must remember one thing, we were born perfectly! It doesn't matter if you feel that you are ugly, fat and poor. There are reasons why you were born that way. Allah made no mistakes. Allah knows what the best for us.  People with pretty faces, not all of them ended well. Not all having a good fate, marrying wealth guy or get what they want. All of our fates have been written. Hey, even though you are not that pretty, someday, someone may see it differently. Someone that will take you away and make you his or her soul mate. Just wait :)

Sensitive, Fragile, Grateful

The thing that I can't bear with myself is, every time I watch or see something touchy, I will definitely cry. I can't even watch "Bersamamu". I will end up crying. Somehow, from that show, I learnt that there are a lot of people out there who are fighting to feed them self, their family, to get education and get what normal people deserve. They live in a small house, sometimes it is not really a house. When its raining, the sleep uncomfortably, when everyone getting new clothes for Hari Raya, all they can do is watching, waiting for someone to come and give them some help. Hey, rich folks out there, what are you doing? Don't you have the heart to help? What are millions money for? More you give, even more you get in return. Please, help them. You won't lose anything. In fact, you'll blessed. Nahh. There is nothing I can do if they them self start take an action. All I can do is helping with something that I can despite of just watching and put the blame on other.  

Well, I should be grateful what I owned today. I shall throw away all of the enviousness that I have when other people own something more than me. They just lucky and it is not more than a test :)

She's cute right? :)

"We are never realize how important is something to us until we lost it"

You Know My Name, Not My Story

My parents gave me almost everything that I wanted. Nahhh. You must be thinking that I am a spoiled child right? Okay. I admit it, but not too much.

Let me tell you the story when I was a kid. I am not from a wealthy family. I can't barely get the toys that other kids own back then. What I ever owned were 2 teddy bears and one bicycle that i need to share with my brother. My family's income by that time is too low. I live in a rented house. My family didn't owned a car. Some of the relatives look down on us. They came when they need help and then went away when they get what they wanted. I knew nothing. For me, everything just fine. As I get older, I understand more. I am even matured than my age. They even tried split up my parents and unfortunately they did. My parents having very big fight back then. But, Alhamdulillah, they got back together. I swear they will pay for what they did. 

And now, Alhamdulillah, our lives get better.  My parents try to give everything that I wanted. Maybe that is the way they reward me for what we've been through back then. But, I always failed to fulfil what I as a child should give to my parents. I failed to further my study abroad when I was given the chance. I woke up from that failure and start anew. I am too afraid to fail again. But then, it happened. I worked so hard on my last final exam, but I failed again. I was never been too disappointed just like I felt when the second failure came. I was too fragile. I cried when that thing came in my mind. And again, I get up and work harder. It pays. I passed! Now, what I know is to finish my degree and discover my future. I wonder what my future would be. Will I ended up to be an engineer just like I dream for? I hold to this one hope that everything that happened, who will I married to, what will I be are already written. i just need to work harder and wait for it to become reality. Yes, the failure that make me stronger. Make me realize that only the chosen one will be tested hard. I feel lucky despite all the ugly feelings that I felt before. Okay, enough with this. 

Always have faith for what have been stated for you.  Allah always know what is the best for you :)

Attention seeker.

Eww. It is annoying! 

It is okay to update your facebook status and talk about love or something. I don't care. But, what I care is when the status is purposely to draw attention. For example

"Say no to couple" 

And then after an hour, follow with 

"I love being single"

Seriously? Dude, it annoying! Inside your heart, what you wanted to express is, "please someone, make me your lover, I am desperate. Yeah. That is the real meaning. Grow up please! 

Then, here come someone with a lover. When they are fighting, they update status about how bad their couple been. Change their relationship status to single.And after a minute, they posted, "I Love You Darling, you are everything to me. Bla bla bla. Then change the relationship status again.WHAT? Please, keep it to yourself! Don't you feel ashamed of yourself? Bragging about stuff like that? Hey, you annoys me. 

You might say that I am jealous, but I am totally not. It is okay if you want to share something to your friend about your lover, or you want to be romantic to each other, but when it comes to every status that you updated is about something like that, oh, go to hell! Go post to your lover's wall, not your status. It is ewww! You get me?

Annoyed!

How I Met Your Mother

Nahhh, I know this is lame, but lately I've been watching the sitcom How I Meet Your Mother back to back, non stop. I am addicted to it!! It is  hilarious and really make my day. Yeah, my boring day.

There is something i learnt from this sitcom, which is whoever you are dating, how long you've been dating, if she or he 'not the one' for you, its not gonna happen. It won't bring you any further.  Someday, the one who just perfect for you, will come and complete you. You won't need someone who is very perfect, all you need is someone decent, that will make you perfect for each other.

Waiting is a pain. Yeah, it does. Somehow it makes me wonder, for how long more I need to wait? But then, I told myself to just keep waiting. The time will come. Just for now, it is not the suitable time. Longer you wait, stronger you will be. Okay, enough with this.

Back to the sitcom, I loooooooveeee this guy!

Barney Stinson casted by  Neil Patrick Harris

He is crazy, hilarious and someone with pride. At first, he is womanizer. Sleep with a woman and leave in the morning. But, he did fall in love. This sound weird at first, but it proves no matter how you said you won't fall to someone, someday, you definitely will. You just need someone by your side to cheer you up when you are sober and share the happiness, be with you whatever situation you are in.

Be there for each other :)

We are created in pair. Just wait up! Don't ever give up. Whatever happen is the best for you :)

Wordssss

Yeah. This is my third blog since I been living for almost 22 years now. Alhamdulillah, I still have a chance to live my life to the fullest and achieve whatever i dream for.

Well, sometimes there are words that are easily express without any doubt, but somehow, there is the time where, we need to keep it by our self or express it in another way. It is for the best. Yeah. It definitely is!

Words. Sometimes it may hurt if it is used unwisely. So, always mind your words (;